Thursday, 9 July 2015

Carb Cravings or Mind Games

I am a little frustrated with myself today.  After a few good weeks I have had a few iffy days, today being the worst.

Every now and again I have a week where all I want is toast, cereal, pasta and the easier the better as I seem to lose my desire to cook.  I have, in the past, always told myself I must be craving carbs and I must need them or it must be hormonal and that it is just the way it is.  But is it, or is it just me using it as an excuse to eat more ??

The disappointment today was giving in to the vending machine, I didn't even think about it, I just ate both crisps and sweets for no reason other than greed.  Because I had no plan today I also ate a baguette and cream cake for lunch.  I say ate but maybe inhaled is a better description. The food went in that fast I cannot even remember if it tasted good.  To say I am not happy about it is an understatement.

I then sat at my desk this afternoon, feeling full, bloated, slightly sick and very fat.  The difference one day can make to your mood is unbelievable, the low it brings should be enough to stop me doing it again, doubt it will but it should.  I still have the memory of how good I felt at the beginning of the week so it was easy to compare how the bad food had made me feel today, and it hit home quite hard.

Me being me, to find out if  body craves carbs I googled it and found this :

  • Following a diet that's extremely low in carbs and calories can trigger cravings for carbohydrate-rich foods. Restricting your carbohydrate intake reduces serotonin production in your brain. Adequate serotonin helps to keep your carbohydrate cravings reined in, psychologist Judith Wurtman writes in "The Serotonin Power Diet." Conversely, inadequate serotonin can make you feel low and moody, eager to reach for the foods you've been trying to avoid. If you suspect that your serotonin levels are low, try eating a piece of dark chocolate, a banana, eggs, salmon or whey protein to lift your mood.

Now I may just want to believe this but it makes sense to my moods and how I feel.  So just to be sure I googled again and found this:

Why Do Carbohydrate Cravings Occur?

There are several theories for why carbohydrate cravings occur:
  • We’re hungry. Our bodies run on carbohydrate, so when we get hungry, it may be the body’s wisdom telling us that it needs fuel – especially when we get too hungry. Carbohydrates are digested faster than protein or fat, so energy gets to the body faster. Can you think of any behavior that sets you up for carbohydrate cravings? If you said, calorie counting, you’re right. How many of us walk around feeling truly satisfied when we were watching every calorie we eat?
  • We’re deprived. It’s obvious that when we’re cutting out carbohydrate foods, we might feel a little deprived and want them more. For someone who’s never dieted, this may be an easy thing to overcome. But for the diet-weary, it’s a big hurdle to overcome. Diet deprivation not only sets up carbohydrate cravings, it generally causes us to eat more than we really need to feel satisfied.
  • We’re carbohydrate-deficient. Technically, the body can make carbohydrate from protein and fat. But it takes longer. Ask an athlete who has tried to limit carbs – energy levels are dramatically decreased.
  • We’re insulin resistant and making the wrong choices. This reason still needs to be elucidated, but it does appear that some people crave carbs because their bodies don’t handle the types they eat well. Note the emphasis on type. It’s not the whole grains, fruits and starchy vegetables that set us up in this instance; it’s the very sweet and/or low-fiber sources eaten in excess.

Answer to my original question is, Yes, I can be craving carbs and it is not just in my head.  At least I am not going mad but I am determined to get this under control before I work my way through a whole loaf of bread.

Thanks to the Ladies on the WW Support group for helping put things into perspective.

Tuesday, 7 July 2015

21 Day Challenge Day 21

Day 21

Food
Breakfast - Slice of toast with low fat Spread
Lunch - Turkey Dinner
Tea - Scrambled Egg & Toast
Snacks - Piece of Homemade Cake


Steps - 17834


Mood - Fantastic

Reached day 21 and I am pleased with how I am doing, a little bit of me wants to keep going with daily updates to keep me focused.  

I have looked back at my original post to see what I set out to do and see if the habits have changed.  

Earlier mornings - currently I drag my slightly over-sized rear out of bed at the latest possible moment then rush around like a nutter getting everything ready to get out the door for 8am.

I have not managed the earlier mornings, well not as early as I aimed to do but I am awake and up earlier than I used to be so this one I will class as "in progress but could try harder".

No Diet drinks after 9pm (unless I am out) - sounds a weird one but I struggle to fall asleep at night and I believe a good amount of this is due to the huge amounts of caffeine I am drinking through the day.  Then the tiredness kicks in as the week goes on and then I eat more and don't have any energy

Well this didn't happen LOL, (my addiction to Pepsi Max is greater than I thought). I did cut down on how many cans of Pepsi Max I have been drinking through the day, trying alternative diet drinks to try and change the habit of taste, and swapping for more water. On an evening it all depends on what I am doing, if I am busy I don't drink as much, I find drinking diet drinks is my substitute for snacking on an evening.  On a plus I am going to bed earlier and sleeping better so the overall outcome is a positive one but needs a little more work.

Hit my daily steps targets - currently set at 8k on my Fitbit, to increase to 9k next week and 10k the week after.  

This is the one I have enjoyed the most, I have hit my daily steps and more.  I am really enjoying the walking and would happily do more given the time, but I am adding in as much as I can around work and home life.  Today was a sign of my new enjoyment when I set off for a small walk and 4 1/2 miles later returned feeling amazing (the sunshine helped of course).  I am sticking to 10k a day as I find this achievable but still need to put in extra to reach it.

Put myself first - realising I am worth it is a hard one the get my head around, realising that sometimes being a little selfish is ok.  This is going to be the hardest one for me but I am going to try.

Putting myself first is always going to be tricky, my family are the centre of my world so they always come first but making the time everyday for my walks has been a good start.  I have also been sticking to my food choices and not changing my plans for others, this sometimes is testing as it means making different meals but that bit I don't mind.

One habit that I have broken is the vending machine curse, I have found myself at the machine, money in hand, and talk myself out of it and walking away.  I have found I am not thinking about snacking through the day like I used to and have started eating fruit instead.  I don't think the fruit will last as I don't like many fruits but I am trying while the desire is there.

I don't know if admitting "talking to myself" is a good thing, but that is what I am finding myself doing.  Standing in a supermarket telling myself I don't need things I would normally buy, telling myself I don't need a cream cake when everyone else is, refusing the chocolate biscuits being handed around at work because I don't need them.

I have found in the last 21 days that I do have Willpower, after years of telling myself I didn't, Success in my eyes

Weigh in this week was another 3lb gone, so I am guessing my new approach is working and I am one happy Dolittle x

Saturday, 4 July 2015

21 Day Challenge day 20

Day 20

Food
Breakfast - Crunchy Nut Cornflakes
Lunch - Subway Chicken Tikka Flatbread with Light Mayo
Tea - Childs portion of Cod Bites & Chips ( didnt manage them all which was a huge shock to me)
Snacks - a few quavers

Steps - 8578



Mood - Proud

Feeling pretty pleased with myself today.  This may seem a little strange to anyone reading this as I havent had the healthiest of meals of walked as many steps as usual but I have still been in control.

The steps are lower as I stayed in bed half a day, it's Saturday and I was not feeling to great this morning so why not.

Food wise I chose the best available option for lunch, the alternative was Gregg's Pasties and cream cakes.  Even when everyone else was having chocolate eclairs and fresh cream strawberry tarts I stuck with my Chicken tikka flatbread & bottle of water.  I didn't give in to chocolate when in the shop buying drinks and snacks for others, actually talked myself out of it while in the queue.

Then when we decided for an impromptu trip to the park this evening we called for tea and I didn't just choose a child's portion of cod bites and chips, I actually left most of the chips being comfortably full. This in itself is a new experience for me and is a positive step in the right direction.

Best bit - No guilt

Friday, 3 July 2015

21 Day Challenge Day 19

Day 19

Food
Breakfast - Bliss Yogurt & Raspberries
Lunch - Chicken & Brown Rice
Tea - Burger & Chips.  Eton Mess
Snacks - Banana, 4 x Peaches, Peanut M&M's



Steps - 12038


Mood - Great

Another fab day, I am liking the feeling of being good and could certainly get used to it.

Became apparent today that I have changed my snacks through the day from vending machine junk to fruit, who would have ever thought I would have had 7 portions of fruit in one day, granted 4 of them were donut peaches but it was better than the picnic I was considering.

A little disappointed that I had the M&M's, given to me as a nice gesture, but I should have been stronger and not ate them.  BUT too late now so no point in feeling guilty or dwelling on it or I will talk myself into a bad weekend.

Mini 1/2 mile walk at lunch time and another 2 miles tonight, loving my little walks and my thinking time I just need to find some new routes so I dont get bored.

Now to keep it up over the weekend and hope for a reward on the scales Monday.

Thursday, 2 July 2015

21 Day Challenge Day 18

Day 18

Food
Breakfast - Croissant
Lunch - M&S Ham & Mustard Mayo Sandwich, Crisps
Tea - Chicken Kebabs with Brown rice & Sweet Chilli Sauce
Snacks - Banana


Steps - 10475


Mood - Positive, Happy & Optimistic

The feeling of being in control is an amazing plus towards staying on track. Simply planning tomorrow, today, and sticking to it is making this seem very easy and I am loving it.

I am loving the feeling of satisfaction when I get to the end of the day and I have cooked something tasty for tea, I have stayed away from un-necessary snacks and I have reached my steps target.

I am feeling mentally stronger and plan to keep it going way past my 21 day challenge.  I may have to start blogging a daily diary tho as I am finding writing my thoughts and feelings every night is helping to keep the motivation going.


21 Day Challenge Day 17

Day 17

Food
Breakfast - Belvita Biscuits
Lunch - Chicken & Stuffing Roll & WW Crisps
Tea - Sweet Chilli Chicken Sizzler with Dirty Rice, Fries & Flatbread
Snacks - Banana, Chicken Tikka Pieces

Steps - 11469



Mood - Amazing

I am loving today, I am feeling on a real high about how things are going.  No vending machine again, not even thinking about it very much anymore, dare I say I may be breaking the bad habit - eeek how good would that be.

No desire for my sneaky Wednesday McDonalds today either, realising that I used to mentally tell my self it was ok as it was technically lunch but then eat snacks all morning telling myself it was ok as I didnt stop for lunch on a Wednesday.  Funny how easy it is to let the mind win, well not this week.

Quick call into Asda, while feeling a bit hungry, would usually mean grabbing a sausage roll or something similar, not today, today was chicken tikka pieces (77 calories) and a banana.  Came out of there feeling really pleased with myself.

I think I may be getting addicted to my walking, I am enjoying the time to think, the time for me, even if it is only half an hour.  Went out tonight in between the thunderstorms for a walk, real power walk for the fear of getting caught in the rain and I really enjoyed it.

My biggest break through today was guilt free eating out, out for a meal with friends and under my new approach I ordered exactly what I wanted, enjoyed every bite and didnt beat myself up with guilt at the end of it.  To top it off I happily declined a dessert,  not because of being good but because I was full.

Loving it !!!

Wednesday, 1 July 2015

21 Day Challenge Day 16

Day 16

Food
Breakfast - Bliss Yogurt & Raspberries
Lunch - Chicken & Stuffing Roll, WW Crisps & Boots Shapers Bar
Tea - Chicken Stir fry with Wholewheat Noodles



Steps - 12630


Mood - Fantastic

I am simply feeling great today.  Talked myself out of buying from the vending machine even thought I was standing in front of it with the money, maybe I have willpower after all - RESULT

Sitting for 15 minutes at lunch time in the sun turned into 15 minutes walk in the sun and finding a lovely little spot to walk to to eat lunch in the future - RESULT

When convenience would have been easier I still made stir fry for tea, which I really enjoyed and found the cooking bug is coming back.  I had forgot how much I actually like cooking from scratch - RESULT

All in all I am one happy Dolittle today.