Life Begins Now

November 2012 something got to me and my determination to re-join ww and lose the weight was at a high.  I went on to hit goals, both on the scales and off throughout 2013. Sadly, since then, all the weight has gone back on, the confidence has dwindled and the motivation has had more ups, downs and curves that a roller coaster. 

BUT . . . . . It's back

I don't know if its hitting a low again, where my weight is dragging me down and enough is enough.  Is it I have switched off from other peoples problems, I cannot fix anyone else's problems as only they can do that so now it's time to focus on me.   Or is it turning 39, I have no issues with my age, not afraid of getting older, but I don't want my whole life to be about being over weight, so maybe this is my motivation.  Whatever the reason, i am back in the driving seat and I am putting the foot to the floor and going to get to the finish line.

The big 40 is next summer so I am going to use that as a motivator, they say life begins at 40, so I aiming for my new life to do just that.  The slimmer, healthier, happier me.

I have found my mojo, my belief and my positive attitude, all things that would seem to have been lost for the last year.  I have set myself some mini goals for the next 12 months, challenges to push myself and dreams to reward myself.  My own mini bucket list before I am 40.

Now to focus on the end result, believe I can, and achieve the results.  I am dreaming big, and I can do this, just watch this space.