BUT . . . . . It's back
I don't know if its hitting a low again, where my weight is dragging me down and enough is enough. Is it I have switched off from other peoples problems, I cannot fix anyone else's problems as only they can do that so now it's time to focus on me. Or is it turning 39, I have no issues with my age, not afraid of getting older, but I don't want my whole life to be about being over weight, so maybe this is my motivation. Whatever the reason, i am back in the driving seat and I am putting the foot to the floor and going to get to the finish line.
The big 40 is next summer so I am going to use that as a motivator, they say life begins at 40, so I aiming for my new life to do just that. The slimmer, healthier, happier me.

I have found my mojo, my belief and my positive attitude, all things that would seem to have been lost for the last year. I have set myself some mini goals for the next 12 months, challenges to push myself and dreams to reward myself. My own mini bucket list before I am 40.
Now to focus on the end result, believe I can, and achieve the results. I am dreaming big, and I can do this, just watch this space.